My heart has clearly understood the difference between freedom and liberation…

Freedom to choose happiness after being liberated from unwanted happiness. @surbhisays

Hugs are such a terrible players…

you cannot distinguish between a love hug or a planned hug! @surbhisays

Sometimes I feel so scared…

I could feel my heartbeats on my chest…

my breaths goes heavy…

panicked…

my lips could feel the sweat..

I need my mom’s hug.. tightly..

Help me mom.. Save me…

Yes. Mom’s hugs are magical… I survived… the attack!

It is my past which is haunting and attacking me…

Luckily , mom’s hug saved me..

but enough is enough

Now I have to learn anyhow how to overcome the past.. enjoy the present and challenge the future “I am ready”…. @surbhisays

पहले संघर्ष का घूँट पीना सीख लो ..

नहीं तो सफलता का घूँट कड़वा लगेगा | @ surbhisays

Life can never let you live peacefully…

sometimes it takes away everything from you and returns back nothing..

and sometimes it gives you in abundance that it becomes super difficult for you to manage..

I am really very tired to handle all this..

or maybe it was always like this

but the situation which has been created now is more worse than before..

FRIENDS everyone deserves one..

well that’s for everyone not for me..

I am too weak to handle..

or you can say I don’t know how to treat a friend..

Life always is watching me and ready to immediately punish me wherever I go wrong…

and half of my life I am into punishments and still going

Life’s rule for me is if I have ,

talked to anyone rudely got punished

said any wrong got punished

trust anyone got punished

loved anyone got punished

a fight got punished…

without giving me an opportunity to explain..

How can I dare to do such things!

I think there are no second chances for me.

So it’s better to step aside..not to communicate, not to talk to anyone

cause I am scared what new punishment life has kept for me. @surbhisays

Reality is that when I started to share my pain,

I found out that I was only talking to myself ! @surbhisays

I was teased when I was a child ,

but I was the one who always smiled.

chubby girl with oiled hair ,

that was the reason no one cared.

Alone… no one to talk .. no one to share tiffin boxes with ,

all this started since I was in class fifth.

Clasped by depression , my grades dropped ,

suffocation , trembles .. I was blocked.

Yes I hate my school ,

Apologies.. but I was clutched in a whirlpool.

Wish someone could hear a ten year old cries ,

but unfortunately my childhood capsized. @surbhisays

PAST… a little four letter word.. is big enough to jolt you…

Face it bravely ..

or else it will consume the present! @surbhisays

Laughed today as loud as I could…

Tears accompanied me..

and everything went calmed and relaxed….

Sometimes you need to bring yourself out of a rut… in order to make a fresh start! @ surbhisays

He watched my heart burning down into flames… and turning into ashes…

He could have watered it.. but he didn’t..

I gave up.. was almost dead…

as soon as I was about to take my last breath , I heard a knock sound ..

It was my willpower..

I opened my eyes and it gave me a gift named COURAGE….

with this I survived the suffering successfully! @surbhisays