Sometimes in a blink of an eye everything changes..

and

Sometimes in a blink of an eye everything remains constant..

It puts me in dilemma whether my eyes are deceiver OR
really the world is a PRETENDER! @surbhisays

I tried a lot to stand on the front…

but don’t know why what strongly pushes me back … and I am always on the last!

How irrirating it was for me! I was annoyed…

I yelled , ” whose that who keeps on pushing me back ? huh?

I heard a soft voice saying.. ” It’s me DESTINY..

I am the one who keeps on pushing you back!! ”
I asked , ” why ?”

It said , ” I’ll keep on pushing you back unless and until you learn how to fight with the crowd and be the first …
Just counting on your patience ! ” @surbhisays

I decided to talk to myself..

and I started talking..

“Hey me! how are you? How are you feeling?”

I waited long for the answer but I didn’t get any replies!

I asked myself , ” what’s the matter? why aren’t you not replying me back?”

It answered, ” I don’t know how to talk.. you never communicated with me…!! ”

Then I realized I was busy talking and asking everyone how they are…
but forgot to talk and asked my myself , how I am !! @surbhisays

I was walking down the street…

suddenly someone hold my hand!

I was scared… so scared!

I turned around and saw it was me telling me not to move further …

I was shuddered .. ” myself confronting myself! “.. how this can be possible!!!!

and in a blink of my eyes , it vanished !

then I realised it wasn’t me , it was my innervoice not to go..to the place..where I lost my self respect…!! @surbhisays

I heard a huge fight and battle between two hearts…

how loud they were…

I could feel the waves , the vibrations..

they were much powerful than the human fights!

and after a few minute.. the fight ceased!..

I was baffled … what actually has happened ?

I asked the heart what was the matter?..

It said , ” It wasn’t the fight dear , my beats were louder.. I was just explaining the other heart not to be over confident ..

as many of us ignore our signals or intuitions …and in the end we are the ones left broken! ..” @surbhisays

I asked those teary eyes , ” What’s the matter? why are you so wet?”

It replied me , ” I am just washing and throwing out all the hatred , betrayal , negligence which I got when I trusted another eye..

Don’t worry it’s a happy process..!” @surbhisays

ना करो मेरा इंतेजार ,

मैं दूर निकल आयी हूँ ..

तुम्हारी आवाज़ें सुनाई दे रही मुझको ..

पीछे पलट कर देख नहीं सकती …

क्यूकी याद है वो दिन जब मेरे पलटने पर तुमने अपनी पीठ दिखा दी थी मुझको ….

“तब मैं कमज़ोर थी लेकिन आज मैं मजबूत हूँ |” @surbhisays

बहुत कोशिश की मनाने की …

दिन रात एक कर दिया …

कि मान जाओ …

पर वह नहीं माने …

लेकिन

मेरा दिल ज़रूर मान गया और मुझसे कहा कि

“अब मैं उन लोगो के पास नहीं जाऊँगा जहाँ मेरी इज्ज़त नहीं “| @surbhisays

Tried to dream with open eyes…

at first it was fun.. everything looked so beautiful…

but in the end my eyes blinked … I was distracted and my dream broke into pieces…

then I decided that let everyone laugh , but now I’ll dream with closed eyes… with full concentration.. in silence….

and waited for the day when my dream actually shouted loudly….. ” DEAR, IT HAPPENED” ! @surbhisays

FAILURE..
an easy moment to live..

with a good support and love , life gets easier and we are once again ready to face the challenge…

but the extremely toughest moment is….

HANDLING SUCCESS! @surbhisays