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Why? why me? what was my mistake? I had the most precious jewel with me , I was going to gift them… but they were in a hurry. left. I waited and waited.. but they never showed up.. I have locked my jewel on a box and hide somewhere inside my heart.. it don’t deserve… Read more

I feel like crying… everything looks so monotonous around me.. and yes I am shedding tears.. thinking of the “If’ , “wish” , “why”, “how” ….. my tears are growing heavier.. Heart is in trauma and Mind is paralysed… but don’t know why when I see my mother’s face , I get healed! @surbhisays Read more

I took courage and dropped a message but I deleted the message … was scared if I might loose them.. but I literally had lost them.. cause they never asked me what was there in the deleted message! @surbhisays Read more

Today I went to the sea… its waves took me with it… I didn’t want to come back.. I was happy covered in the soft touch of the waves… but don’t know why but the waves didn’t accepted me and threw me back to the ground.. I asked it in annoyance “why did you do… Read more

I was all ready to hold their hands forever… I had accepted them .. in all aspects.. One day I asked them to give me the most expensive gift.. and questioned , ” Can you afford this?” They said , ” There’s nothing in this world I can’t afford for you”.” I was the happiest… Read more

Saw the sun set.. dark orange it was.. covered with clouds.. from a circle to a semi circle it drowned! heavy to look that .. but somewhere there was a satisfaction that it will rise the next day ! Wish people could also be like sun.. they also drown and disappear and keeping us all… Read more

Everyone has a book of their lives.. with several chapters from all seasons… I too have a book… chill runs down my spine whenever I think of reading it.. But I picked up the book bravely and started reading but with the last chapter.. Cause I believe that in this way I would have already… Read more

I am left alone.. No one likes me.. Loneliness is my company.. I talk to silence.. I am super happy! know why? Cause that’s the signal that my positive vibes are now growing stronger! @surbhisays Read more

Yes .. I was a priority! I was special! I was loved. Happy . Crazy. Excited Felt like I am in a bubble.. flying high.. everything looked so beautiful.. crystal clear! BUT.. one day The bubble broke and I fell down! Devastated! Know what broke my bubble? EXPECTATION! @surbhisays Read more

Past is always heavy and future is always scary.. left in between the two called present.. suffocating by its pressures.. want to feel the present but these two have compressed it so tightly… Now it is upto me… to stay stranded or take a deep breath and set present free! @surbhisays Read more