Surbhi Says

I got plenty of destestation….

hostility was killing me… deep inside..

yes there were scars…. I could see that… you could also see it…

through my face… through my voice… through my eyes…

Everyone saw but no one took a stand…

Alone… Stranded..

There was no one supportive..

except my heart standing like a barrier taking and facing all the bitterness…

Actually it was heart which was more in pain than me…

and it lied to me.. saying “I am fine”..

from then I am watering my heart with lots of love…

cause I am afraid that if it shatters, it would be impossible for me to find all its broken pieces…. !!! @surbhisays

सुना है कि

जिनके बहुत सारे दोस्त होते है ,

वह दरसल बहुत अकेले होते है !! @surbhisays

I collected all the memories , locked inside my heart and threw the key away…

It was hurting me… but since I had thrown the key , I could not free the memories…

stranded!

But … it kept me shocked and amazed when a litlle four letter word “GOAL” have set the memories free so easily…. !!! @surbhisays

Yes I am not beautiful…

I am curvy…

I feel ashamed , embarrassed of facing the world…

I could hear the laughs , the murmurs and the giggles…

left alone..

I went to my mother with teary eyes and asked , “why I am not beautiful mother ? no one likes me..”

Mom smiled ..kissed me on my forehead and said , ” Dear , always remember ,

not every flower has fragrance… but they are rare , the most attractive and demanding ones !!

So your special and unique..” @surbhisays

बहुत खुशी और उत्साह से चढ़ तो लिया पहाड़ …

बहुत जल्दी थी …. पीछे मुड़ के देखना ही भूल गए की बाकी मेरे अपने भी साथ में है….

उपर पहुचते ही बहुत गर्व हुआ अपने पे..

पर पता नहीं क्यू मन शान्त नहीं था…

सोचा किसी से बात करलू मन शान्त हो जायेगा… लेकिन आस पास देखा तो कोई नहीं था…

कोशिश बहुत की सबको बुलाने की लेकिन कोई नहीं आया …

लेकिन ध्यान से देखा तो मेरे अपनो ने मुझे आवाज़ दी… “घबराओ नहीं हम आ रहे है … ”

ये सुनते ही अफसोंस हुआ और समझ आया की ऊपर पहुचने की इतनी जल्दी थी मुझे की मैं अपनो को ही भूल गयी ….

ये सब होने के बाद भी वह मेरे लिए खड़े है..!! @surbhisays

बिखरता हुआ सपना देखा …

बहुत बुरा लगा …

लेकिन उदास नहीं हुए…

बस मन को मना लिया और सो गए …

इस खुशी में की आँख खुलते ही सवेरा हो जायेगा | @surbhisays

Shattered! I asked life ,

” Dear life please substitute my life with some other happy life… I’m fed up with mine! ”

Life smiled and said ,

“Okay I’ll substitute , but what if the other life has more problems and sadness than yours? what if the other life looks happy to you but actually it is hurt deep inside? …..

So instead of substituting , why not altering the way of your thinking.. by kicking off what’s and if’s and welcoming will’s and can’s ? ” @surbhisays

There’s a fight between the mind and heart…

It is really impossible for me to judge who’s correct here…

but I declared heart the winner..

know why?

cause I saw the beats of the heart growing fast… @surbhisays

I was clutched , grapsed , clapsed by the haunted past…

It won’t let me sleep..

every night it scared me… I could feel it.. next to me…

one day I decided to confront it bravely!

and I did the same… and asked it , ” what’s the matter with you? why aren’t you leaving me …?? ”

it chuckled and answered me , ” Don’t yell at me dear… first tell your mind to start thinking of the present…

and once it starts thinking , I’ll be gone FOREVER!” @surbhisays

I asked those eyes…

you look so beautiful , shiny and bright…

wish I too could have such lustrous eyes..

Listening me , eyes smiled and said , ” The brightness you can see in me is nothing but the tears… I am always overloaded with it.. it’s really painful..

but still I am happy… know why ?

as those tears are taking away all the distresses and sadness with it PERMANENTLY!” @surbhisays