I was clutched , grapsed , clapsed by the haunted past…
It won’t let me sleep..
every night it scared me… I could feel it.. next to me…
one day I decided to confront it bravely!
and I did the same… and asked it , ” what’s the matter with you? why aren’t you leaving me …?? ”
it chuckled and answered me , ” Don’t yell at me dear… first tell your mind to start thinking of the present…
and once it starts thinking , I’ll be gone FOREVER!” @surbhisays
I asked those eyes…
you look so beautiful , shiny and bright…
wish I too could have such lustrous eyes..
Listening me , eyes smiled and said , ” The brightness you can see in me is nothing but the tears… I am always overloaded with it.. it’s really painful..
but still I am happy… know why ?
as those tears are taking away all the distresses and sadness with it PERMANENTLY!” @surbhisays
I leave all my work and
always listens to the one carrying sad and dismal heart with themselves…
because I know how it feels to be loaded with dejections and depressions
when you have no one to share with! @surbhisays
समझ नहीं आता मुझे ..
क्यू बुरे लोगो को बहुत सारी खुशियाँ मिलती है और अच्छे लोगो को दुख !!
क्या ये भगवान का कोई खेल है या ज़िन्दगी का उसूल ?
जो भी हो …
मुझे इतना समझ आ गया है कि मैने इन सबको को भी सकारात्मक तरह से लेना शुरू कर दिया है
अगर मुझे जीना है तो इन सब को नज़रअंदाज़ करना पड़ेगा | @surbhisays
बुलबुले जैसे सपने थे मेरे …
सुन्दर , साफ , शुद्ध …
इतना स्पष्ट की मैं अपने सपनो को पूरा होते देख सकती थी ….
एक दिन मुझे ज़ोर से किसी चीज़ के टूटने की आवाज़ सुनाई दी..
घबरते हुए बाहर गई तो देखा की बुलबुला टूट गया …
निराश सी होके चुप खड़ी रही …..
बहुत देर बाद समझ आया की जिसके सपने टूट जाते है , उसके लिए बहुत बड़ी खुशियाँ … एक नयी उम्मीद इंतेजार कर रही होती है ..
बस टूटे सपनो से बाहर निकलने की देरी है | @surbhisays
Why this always happens to me…
People thinks twice- thrice when it comes to me..
and are always so sure about others..
Being judged each day..
am I really that bad OR
people can’t tolerate my vibes! @surbhisays
The day of being getting attached…
to the day of being left… shattered ,
I GREW STRONGER ! @surbhisays
Can you smell the fragrance?
I can smell… lovely it is!!
can you? No?
it’s okay.. you will soon.
know what I can smell?
FRAGRANCE OF FREEDOM!
freedom from past! freedom from hurting memories!!!! @surbhisays
I was annoyed with TIME..
I wanted to scold it badly…
So I started running after it… how fast it was.. but I also ran as fast as I can inorder to grab it!
and finally the day came when I actually clutched it!!
and I said , ” here you are! let me see how you’ll run away! ”
It smiled and said, ” okay! I’ll not run away.. promise… but in the end don’t complain me why aren’t I am running when everything of yours falls apart!
Let me run it’s my duty! what’s the use of life, when I remain constant! ” @surbhisays
They all say I am such a positive happy person… I spread cheerfulness all around…
but sometimes this positive soul too needs a helping hand from someone to keep me up and say “everything is fine… stay happy! ”
Maybe I was so busy spreading happiness , that I forgot to look that I am losing everyone… and is getting loner day by day! @surbhisays
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