If I am crying for them, are they listening?
If I am thinking of them, are they listening?
Is my telepathic conversations , are reaching them?
I am so baffled!
missing someone can devastate you completely when you know you’ll never get a reply unless
some MIRACLE happens!!
I don’t even know whether MIRACLES are fast or a slow process! @surbhisays
Sometimes life gives us a chance to meet some people…
we get attached to such people to such extent that it becomes impossible to live without them..
and the day comes when they suddenly vanishes!!
and we are left thinking what has happened…
Destiny is really a tough exam to pass!!!!! @surbhisays
I saw outside my window..
it was raining!! heavily!
the noise of the drops were very much louder..
but still I found tranquillity in it..
as every drops were falling in synchronisation….
then I understood … why the silence of my mind is so disturbing ..
as the thoughts of my mind are busy quarreling with themselves !! @surbhisays
I saw a flower… beautiful it was..
I went towards it to smell its fragrance..
but before I could smell , a bumblebee came and sat on it…
I yelled at it.. said , ” hey! I was the first to smell ! you came in between!”..
The bumblebee chuckled and said ,” If you want something go and get it immediately… or else
someone will come and will avail your opportunity… and you’ll be the one left behind still deciding.. should I go for it or not! ”
So rely on your decisions! @surbhisays
I don’t want anyone to love me now…
I don’t want any attachments from anyone now…
cause I took love as a responsibility… kept safely inside my heart..
but that was the mistake I commited..
as I was busy preserving love that I forgot to see that
they were too busy preserving their love.. unfortunately not for me…
but for another heart! @surbhisays
LET ME SLEEP
dear memories..
I know we are attached … we are inseparable..
but I want a breakup from you…
you are not the one to be kept lifelong.. remembering you jolts me…
and you just wait and watch…
Today I’ll be sleeping without any thought of yours..
in hope that when I wake up in the morning, you’ll be the one bowing on my feet… apologizing! @surbhisays
It was the day I was shattered..broken
I was begging for them… each and everyday…
to take me back as theirs… to hold me back…
but I was thrown out completely…
The flower died… its fragrance died..
and one day the same flower bloomed again.. with the same fragrance..
but this time blooming alone on a flower pot..enjoying the sunrays, the rains…
contended.
with the hope of enjoying life but this time INDEPENDENTLY! @surbhisays
I don’t hate anyone…
why would I hate?
yes definitely somewhere in my heart there lies a deep cries why this happened!
and I really want to ask…
that yes I had committed many mistakes.. but I was always correct on my loyalty…
but I will be quite…
cause I know truth never dies…. its just it is resting… waiting for the right time to be active again…
COUNTING ON MY PATIENCE..!! @surbhisays
I didn’t knew attachments would destroy me this much…
thinking of the memories have made my mind hollow..
but I make myself satisfied that
if their absence makes me this much sad..
then their presence would definitely have devastated me mentally..
so why I should cry ! @surbhisays
I didn’t wanted to leave..
but I had to leave..
I could only see tears around me and nothing else..
and from that day I understood that the one who leaves… leaves forever..
never turns back…
they took me as a subject… a toy..a game.. but
I turned back cause I took them as a LESSON…
not to cry for temporary people! @surbhisays
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