A heavy feel on breath..
A heavy feel on eyes..
A heavy feel on heart…
Body odours like a carcass..
Walking down the street..
Dehydrated!
A dead plant too needs water to gain life..
where’s the gardener? ( a help)
where’s the sunshine? ( a hope)
where’s the love? ( a motivation)
where’s life? ( water)
it was far far away!
FAITH. pursued!
and it rained !!
Back to life…
TRUST GOD , HE WILL NEVER UPSET YOU! @surbhisays
Nights are scary..
much scarier than it sounds…
fights with parents, everyday crying , sleepless nights…
I don’t know what has happened to me.. I was the one who was the most calm child but now I behave aggressive , irritated…
I am tired.. I am really very tired…
Life has thrown me in such a condition where it is getting harder and harder to survive.
I tried to convey my problems to a friend of mine..
but she would never help me… infact now I have stopped getting any replies , calls or messages from her.
I don’t trust the word friend now..
There are no friends for me… cause people have never accepted me as a friend of theirs.
I am too a normal person then why I am treated differently?
Now I’ve cut off every communicaton with people… this is what people want from me ….
I don’t know what is Ego..
I just know to respect… So I apologise even if it is not my mistake…
cause I try to conserve friendship but unfortunately no one could understand my friendship! @surbhisays
Everyone was enjoying the sea
and I was the one busy collecting sea shells..
they were celebrating the present…
I was collecting memories!! @surbhisays
Social media always disappoints me..
I see people sharing posts , photos , videos and getting lots and lots of likes….
Tagging each other in memes..
but
when I do the same, why people don’t notice?
why always decisions are made when it comes to me?
Ofcourse I feel bad…
What if I disconnect myself completely from social media.. Is there anyone who would notice where I’ve gone? Is there anyone who would try to connect with me?
I think there’s no one … @surbhisays
I will always be in regret the whole life that I could not make anyone happy!
I know I take every move very carefully then too I make mistakes and make all unhappy and snappy..
Life can be so hard for me I never expected!
Yes I had a dark childhood… but never expected that adulthood will also be dark and unilluminated..
Still I am breathing that there’s for sure some God’s plan here.. I trust God blindly… but it always keeps me in disguise that why HIS plans are painful?
Is the God’s plan process always painful or it’s just me alone who is suffering..
I never lose hope…
I am fighting everyday with myself making sure that no gets hurt because of me.. so it’s better not to communicate with anyone! @surbhisays
I have only myself as my company.
No friends…. No partner…
neither I go out and party!
People call me introvert…
but why people can’t see how it is difficult to survive alone?
Everyday explaining myself that “You are rare… and rare ones are always in solitude “..
Wish there could be someone who can understand this rare solitude heart without any conditions! @surbhisays
I am happy still in the end of the day I cry..
My eyes knows the reason and my tears follows the instructions of my eyes…
Drowning in pain each day.. and on the contrary collecting and preserving my tears….
Cause
My tears will be the reason of my growing and moving forward.. seeing it each day will tell me that Yes I SURVIVED! @surbhisays
Broken pieces can be fixed..
Broken dreams can be mended..
Broken bones can be connected…
Broken threads can be tied…
but broken hearts cannot be repaired unless and until it is being bridged by some another heart whose only intention is connection and only connection nothing else! @surbhisays
It is so easy to see a dream with closed eyes…
but
seeing a dream without blinking your eyes is difficult but is POSSIBLE…
Follow your dreams with difficulty and lead your future smoothly! @surbhisays
Hit hard by life..
cried. almost died.
but there was something that kept on telling me that everything’s fine.. you’re strong!
I ignored it..
and continued to cry….
suddenly I open my eyes…
I was relaxed thought it was a bad dream…
but when I turned around , saw myself laying on a hospital bed…
then I realised… that something that kept telling me everything’s fine was my nothing but my WILL POWER…
So,
Trust yourself and your willpower can give you anything impossible…Just keep the faith on! @surbhisays
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